The Lesson of Anger

6 Mirtul, 1373
Haelimbrar and I have spent much time together and I have enjoyed it. Unbeknownst to me he decided to test my patience. He had me running all over Kirth looking for a book on the heraldry of Maskyr’s Eye and when I finally found it and delivered it he set it aside. He barely glanced at it and then said bring me a scroll with the population census of Kirth from ten years ago. Again he set it aside without a glance and the process continued all day until I exploded in anger. Haelimbrar then taught me the lesson of anger as written in the Triadic Vulgate. I am humbled and moved. I understand now more than ever. I have squandered my energies with useless anger. I have undermined my own goals and even friendships with this demon. I will never make these mistakes again. I can even see how it blinded me to the intentions of Slyl. Although I have learned much, I don’t plan on telling him if we ever meet again.

Leading Kirth

6 Mirtul, 1373
I addressed the guard. “Watchers of Kirth today is a new start for you. The city needs you to restore order and trust. I know you are unsure. I know you don’t know what to expect. I can tell you I expect your best and I expect success.” They are inspired and focused. The guards are going to be tested and trained until they are a machine. I believe they too will test me.
Halembrier is supporting and patent. He asks me if I have read the vulgate he gave me. I have, and the answers are there before me. The Triad is like home to me. I will learn all I can. An inner peace is filling me and comforts me in a way I could never have imagined.